GROWN OLD

I THOUGHT ABOUT IT    HOW HAS BEEN A LONG TIME    IT MIGHT MAKE NO SENSE TO ME    ALL THIS TIME I SPENT ALONE
LOOK AT YOU AND LOOK AT ME

A WORLD'S FELL APART AND MY SHARE'S BROKEN DOWN    YOU HAVE WON ANYWAY ON ME    AND NOTHING'S IN THE RUNNING SO TO TAKE ME UP    I REALLY DENY TO ME    TO FIND MY WAY AND GIVE IT UP
TO HAVE MY WAY ON MY OWN
AND I STILL DON'T KNOW HOW YOU HAVE DONE    YOU HAVE FOUND YOUR PLACE SO FAR FROM HERE    
WHEN TELL ME WHEN I'LL GET BACK TO THE WORLD I USED TO KNOW
LEAD ME LOOKING FOR THE LIGHT I NEED THAT I USED TO SEE...

SHAPE SHIFTER

IT'S CONFUSING GRATITUDE FOR BROTHERHOOD GIMME SOMETHING AND YOU SAFE FROM MY JUDGEMENTS  DON'T WORRY PAL I STILL OWE YOU ONE EITHER WAY IT'S A COVER UP BUT WALK ON STRAIGHT I CAN'T GUARANTEE FOR YOUR MISTAKES DON'T LEAVE IT TO ME DON'T NEED NO FAMILY OF FAKE FRIENDSHIPS THAT BINDS MY HANDS AND FEET ON A NOOSE I'M STILL THE ONE WHO WATCH YOUR BACK  I'M YOUR ENEMY I'M YOUR MISTRESS SOME ARE THE RESULT OF MY ALLERGIES AND SOME THE SUM OF MY TOLERANCES PREACH THE GOOD DON'T BE ASHAMED DON'T HESITATE DON'T REGRET

GET IT RIGHT

SOME PEOPLE TELL ME HOW TO LIVE ON MY OWN
BUT I TURN MY BACK TO ANYONE THAT I THINK THEY ARE WRONG
SO DON'T ASK ANYTHING THAT YOU WANT ME TO DO AT ALL
HERE'S A TOKEN OF MY PERSONALITY 
DO YOU THINK YOU WOULD HOLD IT?

I'D SAY THAT NOTHING WOULD EVER CHANGE MY ARMS FROM HOLDING ON TIGHT
THERE'S A THOUSAND BILLION LIVES ON EARTH SO STEP BACK FROM MY WORLD
COS I'M THE FIRST TO HAVE STOPPED IT

AS AN ENEMY

WHEN I FEEL DOWN I SEE WHO HURT ME
MY HEART SHAKES ON LOST IN REVENGE
I KNOW IT AIN'T BOUT TO BE A NASTY CHILD
LOST AND KEEP LOSING MEMORIES LIKE THUNDERS
BURNING ALL MY TRUST FOR THEMSELVES
CRY COS NO ONE WILL HELP YOU AT ALL
NO MATTER HOW FAR YOU ARE YOU DO BELONG TO IT

I'LL WAIT YOUR BAD TIME TO GET YOU DOWN HERE
WHERE YOU BROUGHT ME AND WHERE I'M STILL
AND ABOUT YOUR LIFE I THINK I DON'T NEED ANYMORE
I BELONG TO A PAST WHICH YOU DIDN'T LIVE AT ALL

I'VE BEEN WRITING ALL YOUR SINS DOWN PAYBACK TIME
NOT BIG CHANCES FOR YOU I WON'T LET YOUR LIFE GOING DOWN WITH ME

432 HERTZ MIND

DO YOU KNOW WHAT IS IT IMPORTANT?
VERY IMPORTANT TO LISTEN TO THE RHYTHM OF THE WORLD
VOICES OF THE SOULS AND INTO THE FEEL OF THE SPACE ABOVE GETTING INTO YOUR CORE

SHORT   LOVES

 WHEN   YOU   RECOGNIZE   A SPARK   OF   COLOR   IN   A   SPOT
AND   DUSTS   NOT   HEAVY   AS BEFORE
I   FEEL   LIKE   I   DON'T   HAVE   TO WORRY   ANYMORE
SAME   OLD   STORY   I'M   IN   LOVE

SOUVENIR

A QUICK READ AND I TURN THAT PAGE AGAIN
I LIKE SOME LINES AS THEY TAKE PLACE IN MY SHORT MEMORY
SO I TURNED THAT PAGE AND I CAN'T FIND SOME MORE WRITTEN FOR ME
I POINT MY SIGHT OUT OF A LIE
THIS DEJA VU IS KILLING ME CONTINUESLY
I'M GONNA STARE AT THAT PAGE ONCE AGAIN OF THIS JOURNAL OF SOUVENIRS...OF MEMORIES

UP HERE

UP HERE THE WORLD IS SMALL BUT I CAN FEEL ITS FEAR
UP HERE APPEAR WE SOLD OUR SOULS TO WHAT''S UNREAL
BUT WHAT IS REAL?
HAS GOT TO BE A MISSING LINK FROM WHAT IS REAL

UP HERE THIS WORLD HAS FALLEN AND I CAN FEAR, THE FEEL...

FORGOTTEN LIES

SIT NEXT TO ME LAY DOWN A BIT
I WON'T MAKE A SCENE ABOUT SINS AGO NO MEANT TO FIND REVENGE FOR ME
BUT IT'S HARD LEAVING IF I DON'T GO THESE LIES IT SEEMS ARE MESSING MORE THAN MY MISTAKES ALL BELIEFS I'VE BELIEVED ARE RUINING INSIDE AND I'D SAY:

IF YOU ASK ME WHY I'M SAD I DON'T GET YOU I'VE FIGURE OUT THAT I HEARD YOU SAY THE SAME WORDS HUMAN BEING WISHING WELL? I DON'T THINK LIKE THAT I'VE NOT FORGOTTEN WHAT MADE ME FEEL SO SICK

ALL THIS WHOLE STORY DROPPED A ROPE AROUND MY NECK
AND EVEN IF PEOPLE SAY THE PAST IS PAST AND YOU MUST FORGET I NEED AN ANSWER TO FORGIVE WHAT IT HURTS ME MORE EVEN IF PEOPLE SAY THAT WORST IS PAST GUIDE ME TO THE RIGHTEOUS WAY WHEN I WAS IN NEED NOBODY AIN'T FOUND OUTSIDE MY DOOR  SO DON'T TELL ME I GOTTA GET AWAY WHEN LIES CHEATS YOUR TRUST

FAR OUT

A LONG ROAD BUT IT AIN'T MY WAY
DID I CHOOSE THAT  STILL I DON'T KNOW HEY I DON'T LIKE IT THAT'S WHAT I GOT HEY IT MIGHT LIKE ME OR MAYBE ANOTHER GUY HEY IT MIGHT LIKE US OR MAYBE IN ANOTHER LIFE

I'M FAR AWAY BUT IT AIN'T MY WAY
I'M FAR AWAY AND NO TURNING BACK
I'M FAR AWAY BUT IT AIN'T MY WAY
I'M FAR AWAY AND NO COMING BACK

JUST BLACK AND WHITE NEVER GOT SHINE AS MIGHT I SAY AS MY EYES SAY IT IS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU
AND NOW I WANT YOU TO SAY SO

I'M FAR AWAY BUT IT AIN'T MY WAY I'M FAR AWAY AND NO TURNING BACK
I'M FAR AWAY BUT IT AIN'T MY WAY SO LONG SO OUT ALL I MISS IS THERE

I DON'T LIKE THE SKY IN HERE AND HOW ALL THAT IT WAS HERE SO FAST SO SURE NO LOOKING BACK ANYMORE 
 

SOAKED BUT DRY

SOMETIMES I THINK TWICE AT THINGS IT'S MY FATHER'S SIDE 
SOMETIMES I SEE MYSELF CRASHED DOWN IMPULSIVE JUST FEW INSTANTS AND I CAN FEEL EXPIRED

MOST OF THE TIMES I'M LOCKED INSIDE
I ALLOWED MYSELF TO LIVE A LIE BUT AN ENTIRE LIFE TO KNOW MYSELF
IF I MEANT TO BE IN THIS WAY OR I'VE BEEN SQUEEZED JUST LIKE THAT JUST LIKE DEAD

EXPERIENCE JUSTIFIES OUR FAILING PART EACH CHANCE LOST
SOME THINGS WERE BETTER TO LOSE AND YOU DON'T MISS BUT DON'T FEEL LIKE SORT IT OUT
APOLOGISING FOR THE GREAT DIVIDE BETWEEN WHAT YOU SHOULD AND WHAT YOU WOULD
MAKES MUCH MORE SENSE A PRESENT TENSE THAT YOU CHOSE TO HAVE IN THIS WAY AND NOT TO ENDURE
AND END UP IN REGRETS NOW... EDUCATED TO ORGANIZE TIDY UP TIGHTEN UP TRAINED FOR AN EASY LIFE
IN THE NICK OF TIME WHILE I GUESS IT'S ALL LOST AND GONE
HIDDEN OUR SKILLS IN A FRAGILE MIND ACCEPT WHAT YOU GET WE GET SOAKED BUT DRY

SWEET AND SOUR

WORDS DEFINITIONS JUST MATTERS OF POINT OF VIEW
TOUGH SHORT LIVING FOR ALL FRIEND MY DEAR HIDE THE PICTURE AND YOU'LL BE FRAMED

SHARP FAR DISTANCE DIVIDES MY EGO WITH YOU
FREE OF THEIR CONDITIONS WE'LL CHASE ALL PAIN AWAY
I'LL FEEL LIKE I'M BEEN BORN AGAIN
WE'LL BE BORN TOGETHER AGAIN

SAY IT FANCY YOU IT'LL FANCY YOU
SOMETIMES IT'S ALL THE TIME
IF YOU LEAVE ME DO AND YOU'LL LEAVE ME DO
I'M KEEN TO SURPRISE

THINK I'VE GOT A SECRET
I'VE BEEN LEARNING HOW TO PRAY
THERE'S NO FAITH I'LL BE GLAD IF YOU JUST STAY
AND IF STAY WOULD MEAN REMAIN WOULD YOU JUST STAY?

YOU ARE ALL IT IS

ANYTIME AT ALL I TAKE A RIDE AROUND MY THOUGHTS AND ALL IT HAPPENS IS WHAT IT MATTERS IN THIS WORLD
I KNOW YOU HERE WE MATTER COS OF ME IT'S ALL ABOUT ME HERE
ANYTIME AT ALL COME CLOSE AND TELL ME SOMETHING I DON'T KNOW
GOOD LUCK COS NOTHING CAN BE APART OF MY OWN WILL
I'M HERE WHILE YOU ARE HERE, NO MATTER WHAT YOU SEE IT'S ALL ABOUT ME HERE
ANYTIME AT ALL, ANYTIME AT ALL...

 

WE ALL SPIN AROUND

OFTEN WHEN YOU GO BEYOND YOU STEP BACK AS WELL
SOMETIMES WHEN YOU GO BEYOND YOU GOTTA GO BACK AND RING THAT BELL
IT MAKES THAT KIND OF CIRCLE WE ALL SPIN AROUND
THE SAME KIND OF CIRCLE WE ALL SPIN AROUND

LOVE THAT YOU HOLD IT'S THE PAIN THAT YOU CARRY
LOVE THAT YOU OWN IT'S THE PAIN THAT YOU CARRY

LEAVING ALL BEHIND

IT'S NOT EASY GOIN' WICHU' HERE
IT'S LIKE WE SHARE THE SAME BED
SAME DILEMMA IS YELLING AT ME
WITH OR WITHIN MAYBE IT'S THE BOTH OF US THE VERY LONELY ONES
ME AND I WE LEAVING ALL BEHIND OUR BACK WE LEAVING ALL BEHIND 

MAMA DON'T U WORRY FOR ME
I'LL PULL MYSELF TOGETHER AGAIN
THAT'S THE PLAN AT LEAST AND THAT'S WHAT I TELL I HOPE I GAVE ENOUGH AWAY, I GAIN SOME SPACE FOR ME
I'D LIKE TO REST AHEAD, NOBODY WILL MEET ME AGAIN IT'S ALREADY IN THE AIR LEAVING ALL BEHIND OUR BACK LEAVING ALL BEHIND

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